My resolution for 2016 is to overcome one of my greatest struggles.
And what is my greatest struggle? Well..
I would say my short attention span, but I can focus on hard things or interesting things forever. Give me a thousand piece puzzle and I'm good for the day.
But if it doesn't force me to engage, I move on. Even when I am so close to being finished with something that it doesn't make sense.
So really, I'd have to say that my greatest struggle is my inability to just finish off things.
As I have blogged about previously, I am a fantastic starter! I can get whipped up into a frenzy and live in a state of euphoria about something for days or even weeks, but once the adrenaline wears off, or I have figured out the process or whatever, I am done. Even when I'm not really done.
This works fine in the art classroom. My student's count on my energy as they are getting started. They need my starter projects so that they can see the process. The problem is, I don't finish the projects. At school I don't have time. My student's don't need my finished pieces. By the time I can get back to my starter clay piece, it's bone dry and often broken. By the time I can get back to my drawing/paintings, I often can't remember what my motivation/inspiration was in the first place!
As you can imagine, I have lots and lots of starter projects at school.
I have even more at home. With no excuse.
So this year, I am going to finish things.
My word for the year was going to be FINISH, but I know that my healthy journey can't be finished.. but I sure can follow through. I need to get a mindset of just following through with projects, ideas, training and eating.
Therefore, that is my mantra for 2016: Follow Through.
Here is a glimpse of a few of my unfinished projects...I included my girls in the picture as they have as many unfinished projects as I do!! What an example. ugh.
And I have gotten right to it. The girls finished their lingering paintings for the county art show (finally.. they only started these in July!) And I finished my first loom knit scarf today!
I am also going to refocus of healthy eating. I had been doing great, then I got the stress fracture in my left foot in October and had to shut down the workouts. With life and stress and me not eating right, I have gained 10 pounds. Bummer. But if I will just FOLLOW THROUGH and eat real food. not processed drive-thru crap, I'll be fine. Just gotta follow through.
So this is my year of nothing new except for possibly a house if we can ever get something found/worked out. But other than that, it's a year of finishing..not starting!
How is that for a resolution!! I know that there are a lot of you that need a resolution like this!!